6am...

I always tell myself every night that this will be the night I fall asleep at a semi decent hour. Without fail I am still awake at 6am. I end up waking up somewhere between 2pm and 4pm...its scandalous. When I wake up at 4 I feel so ashamed, like what kind of person sleeps until 4pm. Its 6am now and of course yesterday I promised myself I'd be fast asleep before now. My head hurts as well. I went to the gym and I must not be hydrating enough or something because they last few times I've ended up with an awful headache the rest of the night. Things have been more interesting as of late. I'm having more happy days and days where I'm actually out interacting with people.I love being social and I don't get to be as often as I'd like to. I've been more hopeful as of late. I am really starting to visualize things coming together. We'll see...