Ch-Ch-Ch Changes

I heard that Keane song "Every body's Changing" in 7-11 tonight. That's sort of how things are right now. Everything is so up in the air right now and nothing seems fully certain all the time. I had a date a couple of weeks ago. It was amazingly awesome. I was unsure how it was going to go since my date and I knew each other but not all that well, but he and I clicked very well. He has a lot of stressful stuff going on right now and is probably moving next month,so we'll see what happens with that. But it sure was a good date. My far off love will be returning to normal life soon and things will be changing drastically because of that and during the transition we haven't been able to talk much,but I know he thinks of me. I'm so grateful for the time we had where we were able to talk for hours and hours into the night and I know we'll always have a close connection to each other and him not being able to talk much has nothing to do with me and its not because he doesn't want to. Our love will just transition into a different love and I'm okay with that. Monday was such a blissful night.Last December I started seeing a guy who is in college. He and I don't get to see each other as often as we'd like to and tho he'll tell people that I'm his chick he has given me a lot of freedom. I guess in the simplest terms its an open relationship, but kind of with a twist. We hadn't seen each other in two months and I had started to worry that there was someone else and he didn't "need" me anymore, but Monday we finally got to spend some time together and it was fantastic. He's been so insanely busy with six college classes, 3 with labs. He's stressed beyond belief and mentioned that he hasn't even gotten a hug in two months except from family. I had been thinking I had lost him ,but really it was never the case and it was merely irrational fear. School owns him right now and now I understand more after getting to talk to him what the situation is. Every time we are together all my doubts suddenly disappear( well until they start creeping up again lol...) At some point,hopefully soon, I'll finally have someone full time. Someone who actually has time to be in a relationship. I don't really blame any guy for not being in something solid, they have different commitments that at this point in their lives have to be a priority, its not that they don't care about me. Once I'm back in school in the spring ( God willing!) I'll be a busy girl and I'll have less time for things just like everyone else lol. I love the people in my life and I know each one is in my life for a reason. We'll see how things go :) I'm feeling pretty hopeful as of late.