2011

So its now the end of March and I'm not sure I've managed to accomplish much for having finished a quarter of the year. Most of the time I'm either exhausted or depressed or dealing with drama of some sort or dealing with some other blahness. My job search has been kicked into turbo since I have only 6 weeks left on unemployment. I have two degrees and 12+ years of customer service experience but I can't get a stupid job to save my life it seems. I miss my Mom more and more as time goes by and she frequently invades my dreams. I'm trying to keep up with walking and I need to lose 5 or 10 llbs depending on my weight fluctuations. I'm still a normal healthy weight but the extra pounds are uncomfortable. I had planned on this year being my best year yet but I often feel discouraged. I'm in a slump. I used to do so many things, I had hobbies, I was artistic and active and I read books like they were going out of style. I need to start working and I need to go back to school and get an advanced degree to supplement my college degrees. I need to get out more and experience more. I need to trust God and not give up hope for better things. I need to be proactive and MAKE this the best year yet.